Tuesday, June 10, 2025

More Threats and an Attack that Landed me in the Hospital

It appears that I got death threats against my children and X husband. Directly after I angrily confronted them, I was shot with what appeared to be a laser weapon and landed in the hospital through most of last week.

In the hospital. I was shuffled from room to room, behind the Emergency Room area, for about two days....etc. But the worse of my experience was when it appears that they gave me a hallucinogenic drug just before having at least two doctors come in to question me. 
   It appears that the drug did not have the desired effect, though. I heard them complaining, out at the nursing station, repeatedly saying things like, "She is completely coherent!" and "I know, but she is completely coherent!" At one point a woman came in and was frustratedly working at a computer stand she'd brought into my room. I asked her what the problem was and she blurted out, "you are not even supposed to be coherent!" then she covered by saying it was because my blood pressure had suddenly dropped to around 84/43. "A person should not even be coherent with a blood pressure that low," she frustratedly said.
    It is VERY clear that they had drugged me with something that was supposed to make me "incoherent," just before doctors came in to question me. The fact that it did not have that effect, and that my breathing changed is probably what foiled their plans and saved me from what appears to have intended to be a fabricated "mental illness" diagnosis.?.? 

   Although the hallucinogenic drug did not have the desired "incoherent" effect, it did effect me; I was suddenly seeing bright pictures behind my eyelids every time I closed my eyes.....and objects were sometimes suddenly changing shape when I stared at them. But I did not tell any of them this, because there is not a doubt in my mind that they had drugged me in efforts to make me appear unstable/"incoherent."

They released me from the hospital on June 8, 2025. But I am now living under the threat of them again lasering me, in order to force me into an infiltrated hospital. They even had a puppet repeatedly say, "You'll be coming back."

The day after I was released from the hospital they had someone come near my car and loudly say, "kill them all."  

Below is the bit of writing that this round seems to be about. I'd posted it on youtube...

"Criticizing bad behaviors is not any sort of prejudice. And its not even the Jewish people who lead the Israeli violence. The Zionists gathered the traumatized Jewish people into Palestine, renamed most of it "Israel" and now use the new Jewish immigrants in armies to finish getting rid of the Palestinian people and finish stealing Palestine. And reports state that the Zionists were really a Christian group that was on a mission to convert people into Christianity. Think about this please."


Friday, May 23, 2025

Heart Breaking Situation in Palestine

A VERY sad batch of news for Palestinians in the West Bank and Gaza. It looks like Israel is about to freely accomplish its 75+ year aim to finish stealing Palestine and finish getting rid of the Palestinian people...


Israel launches major Gaza offensive to 'seize and control' areas | BBC News


Why is Israel expanding its war on Gaza? | Inside Story



Criticizing bad behaviors is not any sort of prejudice. And its not even the Jewish people who lead the Israeli violence. The Zionists gathered the traumatized Jewish people into Palestine, renamed most of it "Israel" and now use the new Jewish immigrants in armies to finish getting rid of the Palestinian people and finish stealing Palestine. And reports state that the Zionists were really a Christian group that was on a mission to convert people into Christianity. Think about this please.

What has been done to Palestine and the Palestinian people, through the past 75+ years, will surely be documented as one of darkest/evil things in the history of humanity... even if the most powerful countries in the world all now rush in to feed the suffering Palestinians as Israel freely continues murdering and torturing and getting rid of them.  :-(  Sadly, it seems too late for far too much.  May heart aches for the Palestinian people.

My heart aches so much, for the Palestinian people that I can hardly stand it. And it aches for other targeted people too, especially those of us who are being tortured with microwave weapons, in a world that has been deceived into thinking badly of us instead of being here for and helping us. I can deeply relate to some of the plight of the Palestinian people. God help us all.
 



The Greatest Protection...

 The greatest protection from violent attacks is to
treat all people with kindness and consideration.

P.S. This primarily applies to physical overt war types of situations. For example; If Israel had not been a violent uninvited invader, the Palestinian people would not have been fighting back. 

Golden Dome?

Will America's new "Golden Dome" also block all types of microwave targeting, including the low frequencies that are used for mind control? I hope so, for all our sakes.

I hope the golden dome is not to just protect America against mistreated people who may strike back, because in these situations all we need do is treat people with more kindness and consideration.

More Computer Infiltrations!

 I have been experiencing computer infiltrations and alterations to my writings in the past couple days. Something was just done to this blog as I made these posts. The page suddenly changed and then several little pop-us said something had been uploaded! I had not done or touched anything just before this happened.

And on youtube, I was badgered by two people/puppets, and while I responded to them my posts were being changed. Most of one was erased, the first time I put it up. I was blocked from copying and pasting it to save it somewhere else. And two words were removed from another post, which changed the whole meaning....etc.

Please be Kind and Stop the Abusive Political Fighting

When people put the political fight, above being humane and doing what is right, it is not good for anyone. More heart, please. (This applies to BOTH sides of that fight.)  

PLEASE STOP THE ABUSIVE
POLITICAL FIGHTING! 

PLEASE BE KIND AND CONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLE.

We can express what we disagree with, without degrading and belittling people....
and we all should, because the negative fighting is not good for any of us.

Please be as Kind as Possible

Kindness never fails, but people who fail to use it often do.

Saturday, May 17, 2025

God, Help America...

I still feel that the majority of the horrific levels of dysfunction in America are the product of pharmaceutical and radio wave mind control. The levels of heartlessness have gotten so bad, in some arenas, that it seems to have become a cool norm to verbally abuse - bash and belittle people with fabrications and negative name calling...etc. Freedom from this hell must be gained quickly. And healing must include the healing of our hearts so that treating each other with kindness and consideration is what returns to being the norm.

In the political arena; there is just cause for concern that, many democrats and republicans are so primed/programmed to oppose and bash the other party members, and everything that their officials do..., that they even try to make the good things wrong. ALL of this just has to stop, for all our sakes - for America's sake.

Children should not be subjected to the dysfunctional demeaning fighting in public forums...etc. And the rest of us should not be subjected to it either.

God, help America to be set free and to become kind
and caring, as well as healthy in every other way.

Thursday, May 15, 2025

Our Foolish Egos

 Our egos sometimes want all the credit, but the truth is that most great feats are the product of group efforts. Even some of the mistakes of the past were contributions to a better future. 

Saturday, May 3, 2025

Update on Website Problem

I was able to repost the primary pages on some of my websites, and have updated some of them. But not yet on my work one at poeticpublications.com. However, I reposted my work site here...  https://www.targetedinamerica.com/poeticpublications/index.html

Primary old website on the targeting:

P.S. I am still not sure what the problem was; if it was inside of the hosting site or through computer infiltration or both.

Wednesday, February 12, 2025

My Heart Aches for the Palestinian People and Palestine

When it comes to conflict, its important to be wise enough to look at both sides, before passing judgement. Most of us do this; we ask "who threw the first punch" or "who did the provoking" or "who invaded the other's home"...etc., because we know that this is the one who is responsible.
   In the Palestinian situation, many people have only heard one side of the story - Israel's side, which has proven to not be very honest. This war actually started over 75 years ago, as the Zionists aimed to steal Palestine through violently killing masses of Palestinians, in order to terrorize the rest into leaving their homes and businesses and country. This happened on a VERY large scale around 1948. And this is when the Zionists started calling Palestine, "Israel."

The truth is that Israel is the one who is the violent invader - Israel has been stealing Palestine through both killing and displacing masses of the Palestinian people for over 75 years now. This is documented historical fact.

The Zionist invasion was originally to steal Palestine, and it also now appears to have been to gather the surviving Jewish people there for assimilation before being used in armies that could finish getting rid of the native Palestinians. Israeli supporters have been playing the "Jewish" and "antisemitic" card, in order to hide the truth and make the victims look like the bad guys. But, it does not matter what religion the Zionist's new immigrants were. What matters is what they and the Zionists have been doing to the Palestinians and their beloved Palestine.
  The Palestinian people have suffered indescribably, through many rounds of Israel's various types of violent and destructive invasions. Some Palestinians have violently fought back, like most people would after being invaded over and over and over again. Obviously, the Palestinians would not be fighting back if they were not being attacked and murdered and traumatized and stolen from...etc.
   From the start, violent Israeli settlers and/or military have been attacking and provoking the Palestinians, and then Israeli officials use the Palestinian's violent reactions, in order to justify killing or imprisoning or displacing even more massive amounts of them. This has ben the ongoing pattern.
In recent years Israeli leaders and supporters are doing this under the guise of it only being a "war against terrorism." But, in this most recent escalation of the fighting, both Israeli and USA leaders are obviously aiming to finish getting rid of what little is left of the Palestinians, and finish stealing what little is left of Palestine. This aim is evident in how they just made Gaza so unlivable, and in the recent vamp-ups in violent Israeli settler encroachments and bombings in Palestine's West Bank.

Now, instead of just killing and driving away the native Palestinians and putting new immigrants in their homes and businesses, they are also destroying massive amounts of homes and businesses, in order to make key parts of Palestine unlivable - in order to force the rest of the Palestinians out of their own territory/country. Its all just too horribly wrong.

Israel is the violent terroristic invader in Palestine, for over 75 years now. And the Palestinians are the victims of it. This is documented historical fact...

I feel indescribably sad for the Palestinian people. What has been happening to them is one of the worse holocaustal crimes in the history of humanity. Please Look up the "history of Palestine" and you will probably find it even though Israeli supporters have been foolishly trying to pretend that Palestine does not even exist, even though it has been proven to have there for over seven centuries. Palestine and the Palestinian people do indeed exist. They should BOTH stop being destroyed. Palestine should be restored. And the Palestinian people should be allowed freedom and safety and peace and independence in their own home land of Palestine, just because its what is right and humane and just.

The Other Side of the Palestinian Situation



P.S. Hundreds of thousands of people have been standing up for the Palestinian people, all over the world. But the fact that this appears to have made no difference at all, and that the Israeli and USA leaders are just either ignoring or suppressing it and moving forward with their plan to finish getting rid of the Palestinian people and finish stealing Palestine...is discouraging to say the least. For this sort of destructive evil and deceptive behavior to have such free rein, in todays day and age, is actually very scary. God help us all.

Tuesday, February 11, 2025

If Only

 If all our Hearts could be the idles at the very top of our list,
We could bring in the Love too many have sorely missed.

Respect vs. Fear


There is a HUGE difference between
instilling fear and gaining respect.

Instilling fear promotes negative things like, discomfort, distrust, resentment, unhappiness and hate. Gaining genuine respect promotes positive things like comfort, trust and appreciation and contentment and care. 

Sunday, February 9, 2025

Resolution for the LGBT Controversy

 I agree that boundaries must be set to protect our children from being exposed to adult sexuality issues. But I feel that it must be done with compassion for the people who are so troubled that they can not accept or honor their own natural gender...etc. We should all think about what reduced them to this? Was it sexual abuse? Was it through being exposed to it at a too impressionable age? Was it through pharmaceutical and radio wave mind control...etc.?
   No matter what the core problem was, it is not fair to these people, when we misjudge or degrade them for having such issues. And it is not fair to the rest of the world (especially to children) for us to act like gender change is a normal thing anyone should be able to choose, or like its a cool thing to do...etc. I feel really sad for people who can not accept or honor their own natural gender. And I hope they focus on healing from whatever brought them to such an unhealthy place within themselves. 

THERE SHOULD BE FAR MORE FOCUS
ON HEALING FROM GENDER ISSUES.

Resolution for America's Street Drug Problem

 I think we all agree that criminals and drug dealers should not be let across our boarders, but those of us who care about financially poor people feel that it should not happen at the expense of the good, harmless people who just need more care or more safety or a better way of life or a fair paying job...etc.

As I see such an extreme focus on stopping street drugs from being brought into America, I wonder why there is not more focus on looking at why so many people want to buy and use the drugs. Is this not the core problem? The dealers want to sell them here because there is such a huge market for them. I think we can best solve this problem through realizing why so many people turn to drugs. It is probably most often to dull extreme levels of emotional pain that have been inflicted through abuse or at least a hurtful lack of loving care in our families and other environments... and then due to not having any (or enough) compassionate support to complete the natural feeling and healing process. 

And then there is the feeling numbing pharmaceuticals that block people's hearts from having even just normal levels of love/care for others. All that harms or blocks the HEART of humanity, must be stopped.

FAR MORE GENUINE HEART/LOVE IS NEEDED, IN ORDER TO STOP PEOPLE (ESPECIALLY CHILDREN) FROM BEING SO HURT. AND FAR MORE COMPASSIONATE SUPPORT OF THE NATURAL FEELING AND HEALING PROCESS MUST TAKE PLACE, IN ORDER FOR PEOPLE TO STOP TURNING TO VARIOUS TYPES OF SUBSTANCE ABUSE

And the brainwashing/mind control, which may also be part of the problem in Targeted people or communities, should be stopped so that those people have the freedom to make better choices.

Monday, February 3, 2025

For PEACE and FREEDOM...

https://youtu.be/bw_U821YTCc?si=s578Ca9m50cozj

I've been praying, harder than ever, for real freedom and peace to be restored here in America as well as around the globe...

THE TIME FOR REAL FREEDOM AND PEACE AND HEALING IS LONG OVERDUE AND THINGS JUST CAN'T KEEP HEADING IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION! PLEASE HELP PEACE AND REAL FREEDOM AND LOVE/HEART WIN, BECAUSE IT HAS TO. IT JUST HAS TO.

Saturday, February 1, 2025

Thefts and Malfunctions happening in Web Hosting Site?

As I tried to pay, in advance, for another year of website hosting and domain payments, I ran into many problems in the Godaddy website. I am not sure if it is Godaddy doing this to me, or if the people who target me, have been infiltrating their website, in order to make changes to pages in my account, but its one or the other or both. The list below explains what is happening...

When I click on the "renewals" page; it lists only five of my websites and the dates they are due to renew this year. (last year these dates changed, forcing to pay twice.) Other domains are not being shown on this page, and there is no way to view them. When I did a print out of this page my www.poeticpublications.com website was not on the print out, although it was still on the web page. Did they remove it from the wrong page in the website, this time? It appears so; Godaddy is already offering it for sale, even though I paid for it up to June of 2025.

This is how they stole my www.heartbud.com website; they took it off the listing so that I did not include it in the renewals of every site listed. I actually caught this and paid for it, but then they applied that payment to something else and stole it anyway. (It is now being offered for at least $2,000!!!) The same tactic was done with the hosting bill; it was suddenly not listed on the "renewals" page, like it always had been - making it easy for me to forget it. But I caught it last year and paid for it, FOR A FULL YEAR AS ALWAYS, but it appears that they altered that payment and made it for only three months, and I did not catch the change in time. :(  (because the website has often malfunctioned when I tried to print out receipts of payments, I started taking pictures of the pages last year.)
   And I never got the expiration notices of my hosting account, because the email associated with my Godaddy account recently stopped forwarding my emails to my other email account, which I check more often. So they have been interfering with both my email account and the pages in my Godaddy account, in order to steal my domains and take down my websites. And as if this is not enough....

When I now try to pay for another year of my remaining domains, that are currently listed on my renewal page; the proper billing info has been removed from the checkout page, which prevents me from paying for my domains. They still have my current billing info; it can be viewed through another page, but that page malfunctions; it vanishes when the mouse is not clicked on it, preventing me from even accessing it. I have repeatedly tried this process from different computers and it is the same every time. They are preventing me from paying for my remaining domains, which are all due to expire this year.

This is all very devastating, because my heartbud.com website, as well as my poeticpublications.com website are the ones I had used in many publications and emails, in order to advertise my work. Its all just too wrong!!! Its actually criminal, but I do not know if there are any laws that will allow me to press charges. A lawsuit is probably the only way to deal with this sort of thing. But there should be laws against it, because it is blatant covert theft and I now have enough physical proof of it through dated videos and pictures.

Tuesday, January 28, 2025

Letter to President Trump...

 Dear President Trump,

As I see your rush to "make America safer..." my heart wants to send you the following VIP questions about some of the most grotesque crimes that have been being committed against American citizens...

What are you doing to stop space and ground based microwave and laser weapons systems from being used (in conjunction with satellite surveillance systems) to harm or torture American citizens, like myself?

   What are you doing to break down the "matter of national security" wall, which hides these crimes from the public...leaving us victims to be disbelieved and/or viewed as "mentally ill," as the targeting continues to destroy our lives? (Those of us who are genuine long term victims are not "dangerous" or "insane" - we are the opposite - we are very kind people who have deep hearts - we are good people who are being targeted by what appears to be an evil occult.) 

   How can America ever really be "great again" without exposing and stopping criminal use of both ground and space based microwave and laser weapon systems - without real freedom and safety for ALL American citizens - without the heart of our government standing up for, and being here for, those of us who are being so terribly hurt? 

I beg you to put your strength up against these horrid crimes that are happening to American citizens, like myself. We matter too. But do we matter to you?

Is there any hope for us? Will safety and freedom ever truly be here for us too? 

Heart Felt Thoughts

Many things come to mind in the past week, but the following statements come from my heart...

ONLY THE KINDEST CAN BE THE BEST, BECAUSE IT NEVER PUTS ITSELF ABOVE THE REST.

True GREATNESS only comes through PEACE that is upheld with COMPASSIONATE CONSIDERATION for the feelings and needs of fellow human beings, including fellow races, fellow political parties, fellow countries...etc.

When I hear the word "freedom" my heart wants to cry out, "Real FREEDOM must include total FREEDOM from all types of radio wave and pharmaceutical targeting...etc." The enslavement of humanity must be exposed and stopped, so that the HEART of humanity can be restored.



And the following poem also comes to mind. I remembered it from a book my father gave me when I was in my teens. At that time, we both felt the importance of its message...

The Measure of a Man
by Anonymous

Not--"How did he die?" But--"How did he live?"
Not--"What did he gain?" But--"What did he give?"
These are the units to measure the worth
Of a man as a man, regardless of birth.

Not--"What was his station?" But--"Had he a heart?"
And--"How did he play his God-given part?
Was he ever ready with a word of good cheer,
To bring back a smile, to banish a tear?"

Not--"What was his church?" Nor--"What was his creed?"
But--"Had he befriended those really in need?"
Not--"What did the sketch in the newspaper say?"
But--"How many were sorry when he passed away?"

Friday, January 10, 2025

Under the Guise of "Help"

 Evil often operates under the guise of “help," but it’s the type of “help” that serves their goals, not the type that the victim needs for safety and independence.

Friday, January 3, 2025

First Song of the Year

I Still Feel the Light!
Copyright Sharon R. Poet 1-2-2025

It’s a painful place to be in -
A lonely homeless plight,
Especially where my family
Had joined the evil fight
To break my heart and Spirit.
But I still feel the Light - I still see the Light.

I went back to that place. 
Where they were hitting me 
And cutting up my face, 
Where they manipulate 
 With greed and hate 
To tear us all apart… especially the heart. 
They twisted everything around 
To blame me for what they’d done… 
Made me the “crazy” one. 

There are a lot of dark places 
In this “crazy’ world of mine. 
And there are many lost people 
Who forgot how to be kind. 
I steer my way around them 
To park under the Light.
 I still feel the Light - I still see the Light. 

Keep me safe from harm. 
Hold my hand tonight. 
I still feel the Light. I still feel the Light
 
Oh…. help preserve the Love 
That keeps me alive. 
I still feel the Light. I still feel the Light

Wrap me in Your arms. 
I still feel the Light. I still see the Light. 

In these Tears I cry… 
I STILL FEEL THE LIGHT!


.

Thursday, January 2, 2025

A Difficult Holliday Season

The holidays were more difficult for me this year, than any other since my mother being taken from us at Christmas time in 1977.
   Aside from what was done to my father, around the time of his death, in the past couple years, there has also been what he and my sisters did to me around that time. I knew that the long standing hate filled jealousy in my sisters would deprive me of any inheritance. I knew this since they manipulated and lied their way into gaining complete control of our father’s will and estate twenty years ago. I never expected to get any inheritance. The painful part was the way it was done – with obvious hate and vengeance and dishonesty entwined with heavy doses of mental abuse and emotional abuse…and some of it seeming to come from my father. I had not expected the vengeful and abusive and dishonest directive to my father’s will. And it hurt a lot, because it was like my father, whom I had forgiven and made peace with years ago, cruelly and vengefully striking out at me from his grave, while I was in state of grief and feeling nothing but love and concern for him. It hurt like hell.
   I knew that BOTH of my sister’s had manipulated him into it, and had most likely even created the last version of the directive without him even being aware of it. But, it still struck me hard. In the months after this I struggled to move past it and bring my good memories of my father back into the foreground, instead of just feeling betrayed and abused by him at the time of his death. I struggled to wipe out the picture of him cruelly swinging an axe at me, and replace it with him being too kind to be so hateful, like he used to be…or like I'd thought he was. I don’t really know him anymore. Perhaps I never did. 

I was recently told that my father’s home was quickly sold and the inheritance divided between most family members (in the usual unfair ways that my sister’s have always operated in), many months ago. It appears that my sisters took most of his money for themselves, both before and after his death. And the rest was divided between other family members.
   And here I am – a family member whom they know is literally homeless and financially struggling for many years now… and not one member of my family offered to share any of the inheritance with me. Like I said, I knew that my sisters would hatefully deprive me, because their jealous hate of me has been there all my life. But I had just recently wondered if any other family member would offer to share part of the inheritance with me. I wondered this, because, if I were in their shoes, its what I would have done – I would have given the deprived one at lease the portion of what I got, that should have gone to them. I think its what most people would have done in this situation. (Some people would have even contested such an unfair and abusive directive to a will, even if it meant losing their own inheritance.) But not in my family. They all went along with it and got their money months ago and every recipient just took it all for themselves, even though they knew I was being unfairly deprived and was still suffering in a homeless situation. This is not a surprise to me, but it sure makes their lack of care for me blatantly obvious.
   I doubt I would have accepted any money from them, so that was no real loss for me, but the lack of care that deprived me of it, and the horribly abusive and vengeful way it was done, hurts a lot. I had previously actually told my father that I did not want any of the inheritance. But I later set things up to make all of my family think that I did want it and would accept it. I did this to see if they would still deprive me, and also so that they could not blame me for their aims to deprive me. 
   My little inner kid used to cry over feeling too unloved in my own family, and still does to some degree. But now, I am just accepting the fact that most of my family is too abusive and heartless to be what I have always needed and wanted them to be for me as well as for each other, and that they have gotten far worse rather than better in the past couple decades. It’s a VERY sad situation. This is hard for me, because I still love them and sometimes feel as sad for them as I do for myself. But I am accepting the way it is, because there is nothing I can do about it, accept do what I must, in order to protect myself from them. Having to staying away from my family, in order to protect myself, has always been difficult for me, because family is very important to me and my love for them has never wavered. But I can’t make them love me when they don’t and when they even seem to not be capable of doing so. And I can’t let them continue hurting me. I matter too.

The can't stand the heartlessness, I am still ashamed to say
has grown in my family enough to keep me away.

P.S. Parts of my family have actually played active roles in mentally abusing me, emotionally abusing me, and intentionally and hatefully depriving me to keep me suffering in a homeless situation, through the past several years. My older sisters have lead this hate filled drive against me. But many followed it, without regard for me, including my father, no matter how much I had begged for their help. They make it VERY clear that they want to keep me homeless and suffering. And there is a part of me that has actually enjoyed shoving in their face… the fact that I found kindness and consideration at the Concord Social Security offices and am now receiving my retirement social security refunds… that they could not keep me completely deprived and suffering… that I will get back onto my own feet and get a decent home of my own to live in regardless of their ill wishes. Imagine my little inner kid, stomping her foot and shoving her chin up in the air to defiantly say, “I’m going to stop suffering in destitution even though you don’t want me to. So there!” This is exactly what I am doing. This is my form of revenge.

Friday, November 15, 2024

I Pray...

I pray for real genuine positive change, in America and around the globe, which restores lost freedoms and sets things right, with compassion and consideration for ALL people.

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Update on my Personal Situation

After getting my retirement social security I started saving for a better place to live, because I was still living in a small sedan car in parking lots. But as I searched for an inexpensive piece of land or a good prospect for a tiny home on wheels, the microwave targeting vamped up, and my little sedan started literally falling apart and I had to replace it. This set me back a bit. I have given up on a truck or bus (for a tiny home) and I am just saving up for the land I need to be my next step in getting back on my own feet in the home department.
   I have always wanted to do a 'back to the basics' way of living off the land... and this is a good thing since I will probably not ever be able to afford anything else and will be very lucky if I can accomplish even just this at my age of 65, but I believe I can; I dream of building my own cord wood cabin on a peaceful and private chunk of land that I purchase. I will probably still end up turning it into a small healing center, but my first priority will be doing my own healing work on myself, both physically and emotionally. I'll not be very good for anyone else until I heal from the targeting, especially the parts which happened inside my own family in the past couple decades.

I am still struggling with the recent death of my father, due to the abusive turmoil that my sisters created in our family around his death, and other things they had previously done to him and I...
   In 2002, my sister's severely emotionally abused our father, in emails they wrote from my email account, in order to destroy his trust in me and manipulate him into choosing them as executors of his will, instead of him moving forward with my older brother and I as executors.
   In the end, they greedily got what they wanted, in criminal and abusive and manipulative ways, and had even intentionally deprived our father of his other loved ones; keeping him isolated against his will, after manipulating him out of his own home, through all of the final year of his life...etc.
   I now also believe that my sisters are at least partly responsible for our father's unusually rapid decline in his health in the last year of his life, not only due to their usual mental and emotional abuse, but possibly also through effecting him with harmful substances or parasites...etc. I believe that my sisters are capable of almost anything, because of how cruel and heartless their greedy behaviors had been as they sabotaged our father's relationships with his other loved ones, in order to put themselves in complete control of him and his estate, in his old age...etc. My sister's behaviors have been hateful and criminal and abusive and extremely manipulative. They even used our father's death as an opportunity to hurt me while I was in a state of grief. Its all been a very difficult and painful situation that I now need to heal from.

Friday, August 23, 2024

A Bit of Validation for Torture Victims

updated on 8-24-2024

Microwave targeting is now also being called "Havana Syndrome" and "Anomalous Health Incidents" (AHI).

In the video I shared in the previous post, more was said about the microwave targeting, and the plight of the victims, than I've seen in any other report. The focus was only on government officials who were attacked with microwave weapons. But, now that the existence of microwave weapons, and some of their capabilities, have finally been publicly exposed and some officials are standing up for some of the victims; the door has opened for more aware officials to also stand up and share what they know about the various types of weapons, and various types of victims that do indeed exist, both inside and outside the government. This video is a small step, but it is an important one, because it is officials standing up against the reports, which still try to claim that microwave weapons do not exist and/or that the targeting isn't even really happening; its three official investigators stating that the weapons do indeed exist and that people are indeed being hurt by them...

The chairman said, in his opening statement, that the National Academies of Science Engineering and Medicine found the AHI symptoms "to be consistent with the effects of directed pulsed radio frequency energy. Many of the chronic non-specific symptoms are also consistent with known radio frequency effects, such as dizziness, head aches, fatigue, nausea, anxiety, cognitive deficits and memory loss."

The rest of the hearing was three witnesses, who have investigated microwave weapon attacks, making opening statements and answering questions...

Mr. Edgreen; stated that the microwaving is not new. He mentioned reports of it starting as early as in the 1950s when the USA embassy started being attacked in Moscow, and that there have been many other reported incidents since then. He spoke of the unfair "gaslighting" of the victims. He said that, "The signs and symptoms of AHI are generally compelling and that pulse electromagnetic energy, particularly in the radio frequency range, explains the core characteristics." he said that some of the microwave weapon attacks are "designed to make the target feel like they are crazy, like they are imagining things, especially in the low intensity long duration hits."

Mr. Grozev; stated that he did extensive studies of the victims and found that there were many symptoms that surely were NOT "psychosomatic" or from "preexisting" symptoms, like has been said in other reports. He stated that he found proof of microwave weapons being developed at least since the 1970s and referred to them as, "Wave Weapons" which are both acoustic and directed energy weapons. He stated that there is "sufficient evidence" that microwave weapons do exist and can have ill effects on the human body and brain.

Mr. Zaid; stated that microwave weapon attacks have "mostly silently plagued" many victims "for decades." He said that, "The victims are not just selfless public servant, [but are also] their spouses, children (including infants) and even pets." He shared intelligence info that mentioned, "a high powered microwave system weapon that may have the ability to weaken, intimidate or kill an enemy over time and without leaving evidence." He also said that "this weapon is designed to bathe the targets home in microwaves, causing numerous physical effects, including a damaged nervous system." He stated that "Todays hearing can only present a sliver of relevant information. The overwhelming majority of evidence, concerning AHIs is hidden behind classified walls." He said that, "There is intelligence, scientific, and medical evidence that substantiates the existence of AHIs and that SOME of the attacks were perpetrated by a former adversary. That evidence can be specifically identified in the proper classified setting. That said, there is a wealth of publicly available information concerning the history of directed energy weapons, particularly its scientific and military applications."

Mr. Thompson asked the three witnesses, "Are any of you aware of any reported incidents from Individuals who are not members of the United states government?" Mr. Edgreen said, "I am not but...I only focused on former and present government employees." Mr. Zaid said, "There are many people who believe they are victims... I only represent government employees, so I don't focus on the accuracy of those particular claims." Mr. Grozev said, "Not on American soil, but in other parts of the world there've been complaints that appear to be credible." 

All three witnesses think that Russia is at least partly to blame, and Mr. Edgreen repeatedly stated that the USA should strike back and seek vengeance on Russia. But Mr. Grozev (or Mr. Zaid?) wisely said, "From my personal point of view, making this public is the best protection." One of them stated that a Russian official said that Russians were being attacked by the USA and were aiming to strike back, around the 1980s. However, there are, no doubt, many groups and many countries that have developed microwave weapons since Nicola Tesla's experiments in the late 1800s and early 1900s. And surely many have already been vengefully hurting each other with them, at least since the 1950s. And Public awareness and stopping criminal use of the technologies, EVERYWHERE, is truly the remedy. We must have a peaceful end to the hell that too many of us have already experienced, rather than even more suffering being inflicted. We just must.

Much of the needed information has been classified as top secret, which has hindered investigations as well as the hearing in this video. I'm sure there were reasons for the classification, but masses of victims need the validation and understanding and acknowledgment...etc. Hopefully there will soon be a LOT more transparency and the plight of ALL types of victims, both inside and outside the government, will be realized and acknowledged, and criminal use of all types of microwave weapons, both ground and space based, will be completely stopped.

Homeland Security Hearing - (full video)
(I am not sure if this address will remain accurate due to possible infiltrations.)

 P.S. I feel that brain numbing pharmaceuticals and radio wave mind control have also helped to hinder independent investigations and has caused a lot of blind disbelief and denial of the truths. :-(  But it looks like the time has come for us to push past the obstacles. :-)

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